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title: Recompense 
week: 34
date: 2025-08-27
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you can never pay back\
all the harm that you did\
can't even keep track\
of our zeroing bids

you don't deserve our fortitude\
nor secrecy, concealed\
for me this life has been tabooed\
but I will never yield
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A gift I wish I could give you\
Though none could possibly suffice\
Something lost I cant just renew\
Now left forever unaddressed

Discomfort grows as time slips by\
With stabs of guilt from every vice\
A call from which I must not shy\
To get this feeling off my chest

A shame this is what makes me cave\
And finally accept the price\
With hope for your resentments waive\
A sorry I'll try make precise