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title: Paranoia
week: 10
date: 2024-03-09
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afraid of the winter,\
its perpetual cold and dark\
the fear pricks like a splinter,\
my difference is stark

scared of this season,\
its relentless beating chill\
in my mind it will squeeze in,\
forced to die on dismal hill

panicked, time is ticking,\
days more sad and short than ever\
amongst realities I am picking,\
escape this one, my endeavour
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An action taken, only thought on brief\
With arrogance as if a foolish chief\
Who sees the world as being but his fief\
How could this lead to anything but grief

Now what, It's done and cant be unwritten\
This fallout's not something I can handle\
I could run, find somewhere to stay hidden\
Till none care to remember this scandal

But how could they just forget and move on\
Knowing no retribution has been dealt\
To satisfy the warrant of their rage\
They'll surely come for me until it's wrought

So It's clear, must stay out of sight\
To avoid what's coming\
No matter how much it's deserved\
No matter what it takes